Lately, I have been confused about what
to do with my blog.
I have had some interesting ideas about
the future—things are changing very quickly. I think facial
recognition technology is fairly advanced; if you think about Google
Glass, and about Facebook grid search, and the progress in voice
recognition, transcription, and translation...I can imagine a world
where strangers who meet me in the street can instantly review and
sort all of my Facebook comments, my pictures, and my blog posts;
they could search for specific things, or they could make
generalizations, or they could chart trends (I'm thinking of the
little programs that will already analyze our Facebook profiles or
blogs and tell us detailed things about ourselves). Even information
that is private now—such as e-mails I've sent, or things I have
typed in and then deleted without posting it or sending it or saving
it anywhere—this information is in databases somewhere, and who is
to say that those databases could not eventually become public on
purpose or because someone or everyone decides they must be...and I
just wonder, of course, I am human, and what if I blog something that
offends someone, or is accidentally factually incorrect, or who knows
what, and then that information is there for interpretation in
contexts that I don't even understand yet. It seems like everyone
knowing everything is bound to happen sooner or later, and I think of
the math question about how fast a stadium can be filled with water,
and I can see that technology is advancing very rapidly. That makes
me think I should delete everything and never post anything, in the
spirit of “It is better to remain silent and be thought a fool than
to open one's mouth and remove all doubt.”
And then I think, by the time everyone
knows everything about everyone, silly attempts to conceal human
weakness will be irrelevant at best or deceptive at worst, and most
likely, nobody will care, because it turns out everything is just
about math, and once we have enough of the code figured out, solving
x will be obvious, and it will be hard to judge anyone for anything,
because it's just math. You would never look at a forest and judge
one of the trees harshly, because it just really doesn't matter if
one tree is a little taller than another tree, because they're just
all growing towards the light, and a crooked tree is strong in its
own way because it is kind of amazing that the tree was able to take
advantage of different opportunities to reach light in a place where
there wasn't much.
I am also a little afraid to blog
because I could be wrong about things and be embarrassed later. Or,
I could accidentally offend someone, and later cause someone to be
angry. On the Internet it is impossible to take anything back after
it is said, or even after it is “thought”.
I can just imagine going for a job
interview and having someone present me with things I said that were
not thought through well enough, or “evidence” that I wouldn't
do the job well based on something I admitted or did poorly years
before. But after that kind of paradigm shift, maybe everyone will
have things like that.
And, if I am earnestly trying to be a
good person—which I think I am trying to do—maybe that kind of
record is a positive thing.
Last Sunday in Sunday School they were
talking about the ten virgins, and I had the thought that the story
totally matches my idea of what is coming. Once everything is known,
it will be too late; what we will have done will already be done, and
it will be available for full review, and it will be too late to
revise and add new “drops” of oil or become “good” (whatever
that means).
by Paisley, Jan 2014 |
My ideas about technology are very
interesting to me as I think about religion and the gospel. Think
about this: if everyone knew everything about you, how would you want
to be? If people could use micro-drones to kill anyone, or pass
whatever judgment they felt was just...how would you prepare for
that, if you knew that it was coming? You would love your brother as
yourself, for sure. The best
you can do is to love others as much as yourself, and if you've loved
them that much, how can anyone expect more, because that was the best
you could do? Or, if you wanted to get specific, to prepare for that
kind of world where everyone knows everything you wouldn't steal,
lie, or commit adultery. And if you had a history of that kind of
stuff when things changed, everyone would suddenly know, and it would
become a problem for you.
My big
ideas about technology and the future have me increasingly convinced
that the Bible and the Book of Mormon are true. I used to feel like
there was a conflict between religion and technology (or “logic”),
and then I started to feel like they must blend somehow
but over the past few months I've figured it out. I've had a
paradigm shift, and everything makes so much sense. Technology is
truth, the gospel is truth, and comments about advances in technology
being “for” the gospel totally miss the mark. The Internet is
not just to help people do family history or watch movies about
Jesus, although those things are nice; it is much, much, much bigger
than that: technology is how the gospel happens. I may write more
about this later. Now that I understand, I am very interested to
read the scriptures again because I think I will come away with some
really amazing insights that will help me understand what is coming
and know how to prepare for it.
Anyway,
back to my original topic, I feel some anxiety about how online
sharing will affect my future. I think I will continue to write anyway.
3 comments:
I like this post. I'm glad you're going to keep writing.
I'm really sorry that we missed Paisley's birthday party, by the way. We just forgot. We appreciated the invitation.
I agree with being concerned too, but I also still blog for now. Maybe it is best while we still have freedom to do so. My family is from Wisconsin, and we are thinking of Uruguay as the place we want move. We are thinking of coming in July, my husband is taking an online tefl class. Are there many English teaching jobs there? Also is it hard not to have a car especially with children? Do they have parks, and a library? I'm gonna have a hard time at first not being able to buy organic food and i plan to bring a bunch of organic peanut butter with me..lol
Thank you for this blog, the residency post is how i originally found your blog. Jennifer
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